Living with DVT/Pulmonary Embolism

hi i am a 26 yr old um of 4 beautiful children, and have just recently in the last 4 weks found out that i have anoter dvt in my leg and many in my lungs. about a year ago i was admitted to hospital with a massive dvt to my left leg. i knew it was a clot as my father has had 6 of them.tests confirm that it is a genitic disorder factor 5. but unfortunatly i now have one in my right leg and many in both sides of my lungs, im not really sure on how life will pan out for me or my famiy but i know that it is early days and every extra day with my children and partner is a blessing. i cant look at this as the end of the world as my children deserve whatever time they have left with me to be happy and memorable. my kids are so young i have an 8yr old girl,a 6yr old boy,18mnth old girl and also a 5mnth old girl, so feeling down and out is not apart of my every day life, dont get me wrong im not exactly on top of the world but i believe i owe it to them to give them all the happiness a mother can bring whilst i still can. in a way i suppose i am lucky that i am still here to embrace watching and teaching them things and showing them al who i am, as the out come of my condition could have taken me away without warning nd i would’nt be here to share what i am now. im not sure on exactly what i am doing writing all of this. i have’nt written or spoken to anyone about this untill now, but i hope that in the future someone can read this and not feel as i do-all alone, and just know that there is hope and happiness and take every day as there is no tomorrow, love all you can love, live all you can live, and most importantly make sure the people that are the most special and closest in your heart know how you feel. you can never say i love you too many times there are never enough hugs and kisses. trhankyou for reading this and i hope that you may find something useful to take away from this. melly